Monday, July 27, 2009
11:19 PM
Dear diary,
eew. is it me or does blogger change already? cannot change font or font color liao. -.- i guess need to use html codes.
You are not supposed to read this. LOL. coz it's hidden woolala. it works. hahaha
just murder me can? i am such a procastinator. I told myself that i must must study accounts by today. But.. haha. you know la, my computer is such a major distraction. so can't concentrate lor. Anyway, that raam got my accounts book so how i study? hahaha. yea i know.. excuses and even excuses. this is the makings of a good procastinator =P
FOM presentation on BreadTalk was okay, at least better than the F1 racing one, imo. This time, i am able to rebut back what Zack or the lecturer shoot at my group. so should be okay.
Quite a lot of interesting things happened recently. okay well, not a lot, but TWO. the magical, wonderful number TWO. lol. Keep bumping into this FOWA camp faciliator, who incidentally looks a lot like Adam Chen, although he is in science school and i am in IT school. weird huh?
been listening to Avril these days and sometimes, i will go read beattyian blogs. haha.Though poly life is great, i can't help getting nostalgic. when i read their blogs, poly friends, mr "adam chen", marketing, accounting and all the stuff seems so far far away. Some of my secondary school lessons are really really inspiring and makes me want to know more. These days, lectures are just boring.
Things i miss a lot:
1. 4e4/ 08
2. Spaghetti at that Malay store every tues, if i am not wrong
3. Mdm Lee's tuition
4. Strolling with Serene while i am supposed to run during PE lesson.
5. irritating XinYi and Siti with my singing LOL
6. E.T, Mdm Ong, Mrs Ng lessons
7. actually understanding what i am studying. hahaha
8. Red Cross
9. Laksa at store 2!! love the laksa man.
10. yellow mee at store 3.
11. complaining/gossiping about ms J**** or T****
12. ice milo, store 1, no ice
13. laughing at DC jokes. my gosh. when i look back at the DC incident, i can just cringe in embarassment. i was ridiculous, really crazy. eeewwwss. now i can see why my friends thought i was barking mad last time.
14. laughing at L Tan. hahaha. her expressions damn funny. and her mole. hehehe.
15. staying back to study or do homework, be it library or study area. which reminds me.. SP really have a lot of study area. LOL.
16. reading period. i know people usually hate reading period but i seriously don't mind. coz without reading period, i won't even read coz no time. like now la.. wanna read but no time. groans.
When i look through the beattyians' blog, i saw that T.H cut her hair. My God! look even more like fillipinno maid can?? haha. i know i damn bad but still.. its really weird. she look prettier with long hair. haha.
anyway. i gotta go sleep liao le. tml 9.30 lehs. sian. javascript again. get ready to be befuzzled by frustrating codes. argh.
Friday, July 17, 2009
10:20 AM
From Message In A Bottle, Nicholas Sparks,
July 22, 1997
My Dearest Catherine,
I miss you my darling as I always do, but today is especially hard because the ocean has been singing to me, and the song is that of our life together. I cam almost feel you beside me as I write this letter, and I can smell the scent of wildflowers that always reminds me of you. But at this moment, these things give me no pleasure. Your visits have been coming less often, and I feel sometimes as if the greatest part of who I am is slowly slipping away.
I am trying, though. At night when I am alone, I call for you, and whenever my ache seems to be the greatest, you still seem to find a may to return to me. Last night, in my dreams, I saw you on the pier near Wrightsville Beach. The wind was blowing through your hair, and your eyes held the fading sun light. I am struck as I see you leaning against the rail. You are beautiful, I think I see you, a vision that I can never find in anyone else. I slowly begin to walk toward you, and when you finally turn to me, I notice that others have been watching you as well. "Do you know her?" they ask me in jealous whispers, and as you smile at me, I simply answer back with the truth. "Better than my own heart."
I stop when I reach you and take you in my arms. I long for this moment more than any other. It is what I live for, and when you return my embrace, I give myself over to this moment, at peace once again.
I raise my head and gently touch your cheek and you tilt your head and close your eyes. My hands are hard and your skin is soft, and I wonder for a moment if you'll pull back, but of course you don't. You never have, and it is at times like this that I know what my purpose is in life.
I am here to love you, to hold you in my arms, to protect you. I am here to learn from you and to receive your love in return. I am here because there is no other place to be.
But then, as always, the mist starts to form as we stand close to one another. It is a distant fog that rises from the horizon, and I find that I grow fearful as it approaches. It slowly creeps in, enveloping the world around us, fencing us in as if to prevent escape. Like a rolling cloud, it blankets everything, closing, until there is nothing left but the two of us.
I feel my throat begin to close and my eyes well-up with tears because I know it is time for you to go. The look you give me at that moment haunts me. I feel your sadness and my own loneliness, and the ache in my heart that had been silent for only a short time grows stronger as you release me. And then you spread your arms and step back into the fog because it is your place and not mine. I long to go with you, but your only response is to shake your head because we both know that is impossible.
And I watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away. I find myself straining to remember everything about this moment, everything about you. But soon, always too soon, your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone on the pier and I do not care what others think as I bow my head and cry and cry and cry.
Garrett
Is that the most touching letter you've ever read or what? Been addicted to reading Message In A Bottle. Really nice story, though it can be draggy. haha. guitar practice later, but i not as excited about this like i would have, last time, coz i wanna finish reading message in a bottle! gtg do the stupid access liao. bye.
Monday, July 13, 2009
9:42 PM
Dear diary,
yay, i am a happy girl today. i got 99 for accounting! My laptop is done with the repairs and i won almost all the rounds for daidee today. hahaha. and today happens to be yanling's birthday... so..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANLING! MAY YOU STAY CHEERFUL FOREVER.
thanks for being such a true blue friend. Although we seldom hang out these days or meet up these days, we still have stuff to talk about. either about who has bigger mouth( eat fast=gd advantage=big mouth) or who has the worst taste. This is the girl who has very different taste from me, but we can still be good friends. She was one of the friends who were willing to lend me their laptop when my fugi baby died. We are always sarcastic with each other and i can always laugh out really loud when i am with her. She's a really nice person. Pretty oso. haha. if she never tie her hair the way she did today.
haha today she tied her hair like ah ma lor. LOL! Yanling ar yanling, do i get an advertising commission? i say so many good things about you lehs. hahahah.
So, today, after school, i met Serene and Yanling at tpy. Peiqi and Xinyi were unable to make it, most unfortunately. anyway, we had dinner at koufu and yanling treated us to ice kachang! haha. damn funny i tell you.
serene: eee the grass jelly looks like worm.
jasmine: where got? look more like black noodle.
yanling: jasmine! you can always say nice good things into something disgusting.
Jasmine: huh? gt meh? i only say black noodle only what.
yanling: -.- then i was referring to serene
jasmine: *imitate heart break*
Still got lots of stuff la. i lazy type out.
Then after dinner, Serene wanna buy her shoes, but we didnt really find suitable ones.
As we are about to go into another alley to look for her shoes, yanling was like..next time you guys wanna change your hairstyle? i help you choose.
Then i said, " eew, u choose? i dun trust ur taste la. i rather serene choose for me".
then yanling went on and on talking about how serene's hairstyle needs to change. haha. then yanling was like.. u can go cut now.. at the Kelly Hair Salon. And i said.. wah. gogogo serene. you wun regret. there de service damn good plus gt shuai handstylers. hahah. then i keep on talking and talking until yanling said, " eh jasmine u promoter for that hair salon huh?" Serene eventually got convinced by us and decided to go cut hair, but must call to tell her mum first.Since her hp battery is flat, she has to use my one. Then Yanling said, " oh oh jasmine. i see your money with wings fly away already". By then, i was howling with laughter already liao. omg. talk to yanling can die man. haha. die of laughter i mean.
In the end, serene went to cut her hair instead of buying her shoes. haha. sad thing is.. that shuai ge in that salon is not around :( haha. and serene, it's nice. 100% confirmed plus chop. really! Now you don't look like severus snape anymore. haha.
then when i went home, i am too lazy to do research for crs. I shall and will do tomorrow. muahahaha. read this person's blog, who used to be from beatty and she has a really big crush on one of the beatty P.E teachers. she liked him for like 3 yrs and more? omg. *faint* she needs to get back to reality. the age gap won't work and he don't have gf/ wife le meh? he is like 37 this yr lehs. omg. ok. at least i woke up from reality now. haha. i've been like her for one period in my sec sch life, but now.. WOOHOO . i am over it.. so over it xD
Talking about old man crushes, Severus Snape ( Alan Rickman ) has a super sexy voice. Even Rpattz cannot match up to it. I know Alan Rickman is like 63 years old and to me, not hot at all. But i like his voice alot. that velvet deep voice. I liked his voice so much that i go and hear his voice reciting some shakespeare poem. You know i don't really read what shakespeare poem, but his alluring voice just draws me in to listen to it. awww.. Jeremy Irons and Matthew Macfadyen ( both freaking old man) have this kind of voice too. I love this kind of manly, deep voices. never fail to send a chill down my spine. k, i'm nuts.
Note to self: 3 MORE DAYS TO HALF BLOOD PRINCE! WOOOHOOO
Sunday, July 12, 2009
12:40 PM
"Make wrong decision? Never mind. But, if you continue to think about it, unwilling to move on and making even more mistakes in the path you have chosen, well then, that's a crime." -Jas
I shall think like this. Making the best out of the decision i have made. Coz that's what life is about. Moving on, even if you have regrets.
kay, shall blog more when i have the time xD
Sunday, July 5, 2009
12:01 AM
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince - 10 more days :]
New Moon- about four months
haha. was watching Harry Potter 1 on Chnl 5 just now and all my obsession for fandoms/series/movies came back again.
Then i thought of a list of songs that would be suitable for New Moon:
- Thinking Of You, Katy Perry
- Breathe, Taylor Swift
- ALL I NEED, Within Temptation ( my bad, should be the first on the list, the lead singer has excellent vocals and she sang it with such good emotion)
- Your Guardian Angel, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
- Untouchable, Taylor Swift's cover of Luna Halo version
haha, here's how i would picture it:
When Edward left Bella in the forest, which is the saddest part, the music, "all i need" comes into the scene. Then the scene where they show the months that passed by (October..November..December), "Breathe" starts playing. When Bella is with Jacob and some stuff that Jacob did reminds her of Edward, Thinking of you should start playing already. Then when Bella ran and embraced Edward in Italy, the last few parts of Breathe ( the sorry sorry sorry part)/your guardian angel's chorus should be playing.
Or another interpretation, a more dramatic one:
edward left bella in forest : breathe starts playing
the months passed by:
breathe instrumental with guitar/untouchable
Bella met jacob, thought of edward: thinking of you
Bella about to jump off the cliff/the rush to Italy/ running to Edward: ALL I NEED ( i'm like addicted to this song alr. Though normally, i don't like noisy/ rockish songs like these. i am someone who like acoustic music a lot, but this song really really make you wanna cry. which suits this scene. Will post the lyrics later.)
Edward apologizing to Bella/the romantic speech that he said: Your Guardian Angel. coz.. Edward is Bella's guardian angel. <33
cool right? i can be director le! hahaha *laugh out loud* Listen to the song, and try to picture the scenes with the music. haha. Tell me which song arrangement is better.
love love love,
an obsessed twihard jasmine xD
All I Need, Within Temptation
I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't i ever learn
I've lost all my trust though i've surely tried to
Turn it around
Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace
Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now
Don't let it close
I'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
From turning around
Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace
Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place
I've tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away
Don't break <<<<(this is TEAR)<<<I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don't tear me down
Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Don't tear me down
For all i need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something i can believe
Don't tear it down
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place
Thursday, July 2, 2009
8:48 PM
Spent the whole day studying WCD cum slacking. WCD is okay, but i very scared i bo time to finish. I can code.. but very very slow. Furthermore, i need this test to pull up my project, which i spent so much effort, yet have no confidence at all. haiz.. On the bright side, after WCD, i won't have anymore things to mug for. haha. Time to communicate with Taylie. Havent opened the guitar case and smell her ( sounds a bit sick. LOL) strong wooden smell.
I changed my song, Circle Game to Untouchable. This song is not sung by Taylor Swift, she's just doing a cover of it. The original singer is Luna Halo. But Taylor is amazing, ok? She transformed a noisy-rock-song to something that sound emotional and just beautiful.
After this MST, i am going to master Untouchable! yay.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
11:32 PM
Dear diary,
right.. the blogging bug bit me again and there's no way i can stop the itch to blog. haha. I guess reading Xiaxue does that to me.
My comments about xiaxue's lastest post:
whoa. k, i agree that just because asians dye blonde hair , doesnt mean they trying to be cool enough for ang mohs. It's their own choice and style ( ps: google lady gaga's button hairstyle. it's super weird, but to her, its her style. she has the freedom to do what she wants). But i personally think that blonde hair doesn't suit most asians. Dunno lehs, like kinda weird to me. LOL
Yesterday, after IEB, i went to study with chi, yi, zi ,mabe and qian hao. haha. i cann't concentrate, esp when zi sit with me. she will keep on talking and talking. one thing we noticed, or rather yi noticed.. Mabe has really small fingernails. Coz Mabe was explaining to Yi about some accounting stuff, then point here and there. Then Yi suddenly say that eh, mabel, your fingernail damn small lehs, like little child like that. Then Mabel said, " damn sad, nx time cannot do manicure le". hahah. And Mabel like to say " Go and die" a lot of times. then Yi said, i jus now die le, now die another time? *laugh-out-loud*
IEB is okay la, more like tikum tikum type, coz i no time to properly study and it's MCQs.
Accounting quite ok also. Checked answer with lots of people and my answer about the same as theirs. yay! haha, so i was quite happy for the whole day. Then stayed back to study a bit of WCD, before going to dmit club room and slack. they have two guitars in the club room. One is acoustic guitar ( steel strings) and classical guitar ( like mine). The acoustic guitar has shorter frets ( easier to stretch my fingers) and not as painful as i imagine. LOL.
na then taught us how to play chugpa( don't know how to spell it). I only win once lor. That Zi keep winning, then got hooked on it. We even played another our own kind of chugpa. i play the music, they keep on passing on the pebbles, but once the music stops. haha. they have to stop too. damn fun, keep pausing and playing and pausing and playing.
Then gt some senior say go for this ABE AGM which is half an hour and can get 2 cip points and free food, so we went. After that, i went home. So tired. haha
After watching the 7pm show ( dong fang zi zhu), i dozed off on the sofa. lol. this show very nice lehs. hooked on it. My favourite characters? hmm.. should be Xiao Lan and Da di ge. They quite pei tgt la, in the show. real life, i dunno. lol. here's some celeb couples i think should get together
de . I lazy upload their images, so u guys can go and google them up.
- Emma Watson ( Hermione Granger in Harry Potter movies) & Robert Pattinson (Everyone's favourite Vampire, Edward from Twilight and the upcoming New Moon!)
k, the fact that Emma looks a bit like Bella Swan, makes me feel that she can replace Kristen from twilight. They know each other from the GOF movie and they are both british. Smart and beautiful people. Hope to see them together in a movie or sth! I think they can pull off the chemistry really well. I heard that Emma Watson may quit acting. I was like.. why? at least act with Robert then quit can? LOL. Love this couple the best.I even made a youtube video about them (beautiful eyes by jazmineleong, go see!)
2. Taylor Swift ( My favourite singer, in case you haven't already know) and Lucas Till ( Miley's love interest from the Hannah Montana movie)
They kissed..... not in real life ( maybe? haha), but in Taylor's new music video , You Belong With Me. The music video reminds me a lot of cinderella story.. baseball game, white dress at prom, mean cheerleaders. Plus plus plus.. Lucas admitted that he had a crush on taylor before (which straight guy doesn't?). Both beautiful blonde people.. they can make up a perfect all-american family. Yea, i know Taylor is older than Lucas by about 1-2 yrs, but this is no problem de! haha. Go Lucas! Go and make Taylor feel blessed and loved. She is a really amazing person. He also supported her at one of her concerts, standing next to her mum. LOL, maybe they really are together but keep it secret. Furthermore, a new relationship can also help Taylor get over the whole " joe jonas" breakup. Be careful though,Lucas, no matter how hot you are, if you are mean to her.. haha. the whole world will know about it in her song.
3. Demi Lovato ( Camp Rock main girl) and Joe Jonas ( Lead singer, from the Jonas brothers band)
yea.. i already know what response some of my friends will give..
" MZ: yea, they are suitable to be together, coz they are ugly people.
me: hello! Demi is pretty ok, joe.. well, sometimes yes
MZ: whatever."
"Serene: eeew. Demi is too good for Joe. Joe is a jerk. Have you forgotten? he broke Taylor's heart"
haha. this is just a hypothetical pairing. Their on-screen chemistry is great on camp rock. Plus, Demi always hang out with the Jonas Brothers. I think they may be really close. No matter how much Demi claims that the jonas brothers are like her brothers, i think she may have a crush on Joe at least once. haha. Yea i know, Joe may seem like a jerk. But we don't really know the full account of what happen. I only hear Taylor's side and Joe never revealed much but post a new song, Much Better ( which is awful) in retaliation to Taylor's Forever And Always. haha.
4. Bosco and Myolie
They starred together in the Ye Man Nai Nai and i loved them ever since. so cute! yay. hehehe. Together, they are called Boscolie. There's a new show starring Myolie on channel u soon at 10pm. I wanna watch it! Love her so much. One of my favourite hong kong actress.
5. Leonardo Di Caprio and Kate Winslet
Titanic! yea, when i think of them, i think of the movie, titanic. Loved this movie. A real classic. I watched it like 3 times already. very very very nice, if you havent watch it. Once, i tried to watch Romeo & Juliet the movie, with Leonardo as Romeo in it. But i cannot finish watching it. Why? i get bothered with the fact that Juliet doesn't look like Kate Winslet or isn't Kate Winslet at all! I know they are like quite old already la, but they make such a good pair in Titanic. Jack Dawson and Rose <333
Whoa, i really typed a lot this time. haha. Wouldn't it be awesome if one of these pairings actually get together? k la, time for me to go. Nite peepo. Or should i say morning? coz it's actually 12 am, July 2 already. hahaha. byes!
Name:Jasmine