Wednesday, May 13, 2009
10:07 AM
Dear diary,
there's no need for me to go to school today, because my CRS test is next week. Some of my classmates are taking the test today. haha! Good luck to them.
You know, life's getting more stressed now. For that last ieb project, my group and shuyi's group got the highest- 78. However, it's still a B plus. Which means it is 3.5 GPA. it's hard to go uni with only a 3.5. You need at least a 3.7 GPA and above. haizz.. I think if i really made the wrong choice. I board the train everyday, wondering how my life ( if i were to go nyjc) will be like. Nvm, what is done and done. Minyee also felt a bit like me like that, but she is tryin to be optimistic about it. Jiayou, Jasmine! Show them that even if you go Poly, you didn't make a wrong choice. You will go SMU still.
I had a really weird, but meaningful dream today, but i can't rmb the whole dream.. so i shall just talk about the bits and pieces that i rmb.
- someone treated me and my mum and my other relatives to Pizza Hut, but he couldn't pay for the whole bill. left with $20.60, then have to ask for help. He called my mum, my mum wanna go over, but then the restaurant suddenly gt lots of scary people holding big blades and knifes. Then my mum just transfered the money to his bank account. Then don't know why suddenly. those people with those long long knifes( or swords, however you call it); their weapon turned into beansprout. hahaha.
-i think me and my mum was like stranded in a deserted place. there's trees, there's sea in the area and some tracks for ppl to walk and cycle. Then my aunt came, flying an aeroplane to save us. hahaha. so funny.
-This is the most romantic/saddest dream ever. I dreamt that i lived in a farmhouse. One day, i don't know why i suddenly so angry. I went to scold my beloved horse. The horse was my companion since childhood and we loved each other alot. Then the horse already very very upset already.. i still go and whip him you know. Then, due to my whipping, the horse passed away very very quickly. I regretted my actions so much that i spent the rest of life, hoping he will come back.. hoping we will meet again.
Years and years later.. i think he reincarnate into a human being. Everyone around me is not like 30 plus or 40 plus( those two digits number, no). Everyone around me, their ages is at least 4 digits de. I'm like 2000 plus years old. Yet, everyone still look the same. No wrinkles. Their body is still the same. Not old and fragile. It's still the same as when they were young. Just that their age is 1000 plus and above. Just a number, dunno why it's so seriously big.
I'm still looking for true horse/true blue ( the name of the horse). But i can't find him. Then i heard people talking about this handsome man in town, who reincarnate from a horse, that's why he is really tall and can run for very long distance. I decided to look for this man. Then all my neighbours were very helpful.. asking those who reincarnate from a horse to come find me. There was even this cute little boy who came to find me at my doorstep( my current house doorstep, there is). However, through interacting with him, i realise he wasn't my beloved true blue/true horse. Then suddenly, there's this double-decked bus driving pass my 14 storey flat.. haha. i know la.. it resembles a double decked bus, but i can still see it from my doorstep.the highest level of the bus there.. got write this word, " true horse". The bus was white in colour, and the words was red in colour. i just took the lift and ran and ran after the bus. this bus leads me to him. He saw me and I saw him. He wasn't angry with me at all, and he look like lim ming lun. When i saw a reflection of myself in the mirror, i saw that i was chen yi yun. =.= Then he forgave me. He was a real gentleman, he helped me to clean my house and stuff. Like last time, during my farmhouse days, got this incident, when true horse neighed at the umbrella, hinting me to bring it coz it will rain later, i just ignore him. Then this time, he brought the umbrella to me and i listened to him. He got a very good sense of the weather, it did rain in the end. Then i saw my relatives in the lift.. they were saying that things were really fated. for so many years, i still manage to meet him and blah blah blah..
i forgot wad happened in the dream le. Suddenly, i got this sense of urgency that if i don't go and pray to Guan Ying. something really awful will happen. My uncle was like mopping the floor and locked the door.. don't allow me to go in. I went to my neighbour's doorstep and asked them to give me a joss stick. Then i prayed to Guan Ying outside my house. My uncle. then say aiya. u just come in and pray lor. Then i prayed lor.. after that i don't know why i run and run to blk 124 there. Then suddenly.. the image of chen yi yun and li min lun wedding photos appeared and i woke up. hahaha. super weird dreams!
Name:Jasmine