now it's all said and done
Saturday, October 20, 2007
9:50 AM
I had red cross yesterday. haha. All i can say that it was rather nice, without any footdrill. One bad news: Siti let out the secret, but i finally know the guy one of CCA members adore. no mentioning of names here. XD. haha. We filled in the forms for the activities we did in red cross for the past few years. Then we sit around and chat. I went home at around 5-6 pm.
It has been raining recently, due to the monsoon winds. As you may know, i will love to sleep during this period. haha. But i had a nightmare last night. I'm quite excited, red cross outing at Vivo later. XD
I dreamt that i was invited to their wedding and i keep seeing him from a distance, yet i am unable to call out his name. I don't know. He invited me and my family=.= to his wedding. I was like.. wth. I will never ever want to go to his wedding, it will only make me cry. I don't want to be wet blanket. This is not only a nightmare, but this happens in real life too. He is going to start his new life together with her. No point trying to ignore this fact, because this is really the truth. I need to forget him, period. I haven't been trying hard to forget him, but i will try, i will try.
Over You By Chris Daughtry
Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me
[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me
[ Over You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…