Thursday, October 4, 2007
1:48 PM
hi people. i'm rather down right now. i now i had already failed two of my favourite subjects drastically. I know that the teachers who set these papers are not at fault. he set the physics paper and i really.. i can really die doing the paper. It's a bit discouraging, isn't it? I entered secondary 3 with such high hopes and after working so hard to get into the pure science stream, i failed two sciences. Sometimes i even wondered why i have to work so hard. I used to love science so much., but i now began to fail it. I really don't want two f9s to appear in my report card. I will be letting my mum down. i heard people said that once you tried your best. you will never regret. But its is really true? I don't think i tried my best in this physics paper. I'll be letting so many people down. I even let myself down. I can't even pass the two subjects that i love, how can i ever pursue my dreams? to be without dreams is to be without purpose, and yet i feel so hopeless now. I see no point in studying anymore as i will still fail no matter what. haiz.. i used to think that in life, we should be happy. Now its even hard to do that. How can a person remained as happy as before when he/she has already flunked her two favourite subjects? oh god, i don't even know how i am going to take my o levels next year. everything just suck so much.
Name:Jasmine