Friday, October 5, 2007
7:12 PM
haha. i'm so gonna fail my studies this time. its an inevitable thing. nothing can prevent it from happening. I'm also considering about dropping pure science. yea, it's a heartbreaking decision but i can't afford to fail both my sciences during the Os right? Maybe i am not cut out for science. i used to love it so much, you know? I used to look forward to every science lesson and listen eagerly during the lessons., but it's a completely different thing now. Ever since Mrs Singh started learning the dumbo idiotic chapter 9(the Mole), my results for chemistry has been dropping like hell. It just sucks so much. Physics, i dunno. You have to admit that it is a very very interesting subject but one bad thing about it is that it's really difficult to score. terribly difficult. For those who cna pass the paper, in fact both science paper, i will reagrd them as pure genius. The exams are really really difficult.
I had E maths 2 and chemistry 1 today. e maths wasn't so bad but chemistry? haha. i'm guessing the numbers all the time, stupid right? yea, i know i'm stupid. That's why it is vital for me to drop pure science. It's so super duper discouraging. All my hard work last year to get into the pure science streams turn into shit. I got into my dream class, but it turned out to be a nightmare. no, It's not the problem with the class, it's the problem with the dumbo pure science. haiz.. to think that i actually love science yet i can't score well in it. Maybe having the passion for it is not enough, you've got to have the talent for it. I don't understand how the authorities is thinking . By setting such a difficult paper, those people who actually have passion in the subject is forced to drop it. By doing this, aren't they decreasing the no. of scientists/engineers in the world? Then those who can score in it and become the future 'scientists, are they going to use science as an opportunity to earn money. Boy, that would be terrible. Scientists should benefit the mankind with their passion for science not money. What's the world coming to now?
Anyway, after the exams today, Xinyi and me intended to go take neoprints but it seemed like all the neoprint shops in the world has disappeared into thin air. So we slacked at my house. haha. Firstly, we tried to predict our future and love lifes using tarot cards. Mine's partially accurate about how i am so brainwashed by love, how i secretly like someone and all.. haha. then we watched Walt Disney's Sleeping Beauty. haha. If only true love exist now, but in this 21st century, it's very hard to find true love, it would be like hoping for rain in a long drought. yea, Xinyi also saw my primary school diary and laughed like hell. I take a look at it after she left and saw how my results used to be last time.
EL: 72/100
maths: 67/100
Cl: 81/100
Sci:73/100.
haha, if only i can turn back time. my science used to be that kind of ok ok de, now it turned into shit. i used to get 72 for english . haha. If my english can get 72 this time, i bet all the dinosaurs will return to the Earth again. My maths used to be really sucky last time and i blame the stupid seciton C. all those sickening hard questions. Life in primary school is easier, but i couldn't find nice friends that time. Life in secondary school is harder but i found people who i simply cannot live without. I think life's kinda game. u have to take your pick coz you can't have everything in life.
Name:Jasmine