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Name:Jasmine
Location:Singapore
Age:17
Feeling: Fearless!
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
8:37 PM
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! i know its a bit early. hahas, I'd rather the school let us have a whole week holiday, but never mind that. School's been a bore lately. i don't know why, i'm losing interest in science, especially Chemistry. All the calculations is driving me nuts. Worse still, there's Physics SPA next wed. =(. Wadeva la, i think i'm reconsidering Chemical Engineering as an ideal course, because i just suck at calculating chemical reactions and all. I'm seriously losing interest in science. hahas.
Anyway, the school celebrated National Day today. The observance ceremony(those recollections and all..) was quite funny. For the response, those selected people were required to do funny actions and talk at the same time e.g.Democracy!Democracy!(waves flag in the air) hohoho. Ok, i'm being rather mean here. It was the concert next. This yr's concert quite boring, with things like chinese dance ,indian dance and more. Perhaps the most interesting part is when some of the teachers sang the national day songs. Those teachers are Ms E.Tan, Ms Chua, Mr Cheong and Mr Chan M.F. I hate to admit it, but Ms Chua is the one who sang the best. After the concert, I waited for XY and Siti to change out of their RC uniform. We went to library with Shena and Shermaine. I borrowed The Perfect Summer by Luanne Rice and Something like love by Catherine Dunne. I'm planning to spend my holidays doing my homework, studying my tests and reading. I haven't been reading much lately. Hopefully, by reading, i can ease off some of the pain that have been with me all this time. i've heard that literature can help people feel better. i certainly hope it will. Nvm, i side-tracked again, so after we left the library, we headed for lunch. I had a big bowl of seafood soup(with fire underit, scary) with noodles for $3.50. I think my $3.50 is worth it as it is nice and yummy. its indescribable, okay? Shena, Shermaine and Siti left first, leaving XY and I behind drinking the delicious soup XD. We went to buy bubble tea opposite my house. Then we went to my hse to slack. hahas. o ya, u have got to try out this game,"love arrows" on miniclips. this game has got me and xinyi addicted. its like ur the love cupid, shooting down hearts from the sky to help those lonely people on earth to find love. ya, i know, sweet right? sometimes, i wish i can be an angel, looking down from heaven to see those sweet couples in love but its hard for me, i guess. I can get jealous rather easily. The recent jealousy i felt was his beloved gf. haiz. theres no point in harbouring hopes for him anymore. its really no use. ain't i stupid? holding on to a person which is so impossible. Again and again, i try to tell myself to get rid of him in my head, but i can't. i hate myself sometimes. I hate to break people's relationship, but from the way i feel towards him,its really hard to control myself sometimes. perhaps i have to find another guy to fall for, i cannt like him anymore.