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Name:Jasmine
Location:Singapore
Age:17
Feeling: Fearless!
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
5:12 PM
todays wasn't too great. it started off with P.E and i passed my shuttle run, hahas, i think i can get a bronze finally in my secondary school life. hahas. then it was physics, then recess. then the horrible + terrible+ cucumber maths test. so stupid la. 9 marks gone. if i were to made any more careless mistakes on top of that, i'm a goner. =(. Chinese lesson was a bore, like usual and that teacher delibrately trying to 'suan' me and xinyi, saying that those who don't pay attention during chinese lessons will gain lesser knowledge." If i'm taught by some other chinese teachers, i will lose the opportunity of gaining more knowledge. Unfortunately, i'm taught by her, so i won't be able to gain any knowledge at all, except real crap that waste time. time= money. Thus, i am losing money if i listen to her. LOL. then it was PC and finally chemistry, the lesson i've been looking forward to. i used to always look forward to maths and science lessons, but i'm losing interest in Physics and maths. The chemical calculation was seriously complicated and they are required for those heading for chemical industries, so i guess i have to buck up on that. After school, i had lunch and ate the Cornetto's strawberry ice cream. you guys have to try this! its really nice and i cheered up slightly. Went for the NDP rehearsal. hahas. while waiting for the others to get ready, xinyi, siti and i stand near the staircase leading to the parade square. it was really windy and i feel like facing this wind together with my love not in school, but at the beach, at night, where there are lots of stars. i also wish i can go to the colder regions to see the aurora borealis with my love. its so beautiful, i wish i can see it real life before i die. i also suddenly have the urge to listen to Westlife. that explains why i posted two vids with the song. Siti and XY teased me on how lovesick i am when i am actually not. i just want to escape from reality at the moment. the maths test made me feel so upset and i'm so sick of all the tests like SS which i am having tmr and chem test comin fri which i had forgotten chapt 8. *sigh*
Friday, July 20, 2007
9:53 PM
Adult Version Children Version
hey guys. haha, i dont know why but i have a very strong urge to blog right now, after i read the mugglenet website. k, i promise you that you don't necessarily have to read these becasue i am gonna blog about HARRY POTTER. Thanks Jo, thanxs for the weeks and years of fun during all these years when i'm reading the Harry Potter books. It's these books that made me sane. I don't know how different i will be if i havent read the Harry Potter. To be frank, Harry Potter is the first book of the fantasy genre i've read. From the first book which i picked up at the age of eleven till now, its still my favourite book. the series is getting darker and sadder. I'm a very emo person, and personally rather like emo books though i like books with happier endings sometimes. The fifth book and sixth book really made me cry when Sirius and Dumbledore died. I still cried over Sirius's death in the fifth movie, but the book makes it feel more real. i love those jokes you included in the books. Ron was really cute, he made me laughed. i loved Fred and George's creative invention like Love Potions, Daydream incantation, extendable ears, skiving snackboxes. its just so cool. The Harry Potter series transports me to another world. A world that can makes me forget the mundane life i currently have right now. I didn't pre-order the 7th book, i'm so afraid that i may not be able to buy it since i bet there will be lots of people quening up and it will be out of stock. i will really cry. If i get the book, i will flip to the last page to see if the golden trio survived. If not, i will dump the book aside and study for my tests first. Harry have been through so much, i really dont want death as an ending to his short, sad life. Ron and Hermione, though they havent experienced so much pain that Harry had been through, but if they died before confessing their love for each other, i will cry too. i'm more of a R/Hr shipper than Harry/Ginny shipper. To me, Ron and Hermione has more chemistry between them. I really hope Snape is on the good side, though hes always portrayed as someone who is kinda mean but i remembered Jo said that the third movie had some foreshadowing. I remembered 1 particular scene where Snape protected the trio form the werewolf transformed-Remus. Could this be one of the foreshadows? I hope that coward Peter Pettigrew will die. he owes Harry a life debt, like Dumbledore had said before. and speaking of Dumbledore, i hope Harry and his friends will return back to Hogwarts and consult Dumbledore's portrait for advice. It's not a Harry Potter book without Hogwarts. 5 years of my brillant journey with Harry Potter, and yet i'm so happy and sad at the same time. happy due to the fact that the 7th book, which i've been waiting for so so so long and sad because this is the end of Harry Potter. Thanxs and Congrats to Jo for writing such a wonderful book. In the meantime, i shall keep praying that the golden trio will survive. I think i will buy the children's edition tomorrow, the rest of the 6 books are the children's edition and it would be weird to suddenly have an adult version though i'm a young adult now, i started reading Hp when i was a kid. so i guess, i shall stick with the children's version.
you're my daydream.
7:16 PM
woots. its the 20th July and TOMORROW IS THE RELEASE OF THE HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. *screams* hahas. i mean, i've been waiting for this for so so so long. hahas. once i get the 7th book, i shall concentrate on my studies since the materials thing i need for 2007 has already been fulfilled. i've got my Avril Lavigne's CD, i've watched the 5th HP movie and i just want the 7th book so badly and the golden trio must NEVER EVER DIE. my day oday was pretty alright, if you counted the dumb physics test out. I had CCA after school.They quarrelled again and one of them just went off. However, its kinda enjoyable after that. Shalini was singing the "Mr Lonely" song like crazy, the first aid quizzes was quite fun but half the time, i was feeling emo-ness again. We heard her shouting at the CCA leaders and i seriously couldn't imagine how her husband is gonna stand it. i really pity him. pity him more that that bitch's husband and that alien's husband. and the first woman's husband is really really nice. hahas. i'm not implying anything, so moving on... we had fun, then we were dismissed. and just look at the amount of homework and tets i have..
HOMEWORK.
chemistry wksheet
a maths tys
english report writing (i hate this)
TEST.
E maths Test
SS test
Chem test
chem Soa (i'm really gonna screw this)
however, i think life's worth more than that, so i shouldn't really get upset over this. hahas, now i'm addicted to another song by Avril Lavigne. Her song is often realting to what i feel, hahas
Daydream by Avril Lavigne Lalala-a (lalala-a) Yea Lalala-a (lalala-a)
I coulda been the one you noticed I coulda been all over you I coulda been like all the others Is that what I'm supposed to do?
It woulda been really stupid, If I woulda went home with you To give you everything you wanted It woulda been way too soon
I try to be sensetive I try to be tough I try to walk away... I try to be innocent I try to be rough But I just wanna play
You're my daydream, you know that I've been thinking about you... lately And everytime I look at you I can't explain I feel insane, I can't get away You're my daydream
If I tell you what I'm thinking, If I let myself trust you Can you give me what I'm missing Can you make my dreams come true
I try to be sensetive I try to be tough I try to walk away, I try to be innocent I try to be rough But I just wanna play
You're my daydream, you know that I've been thinking about you... lately And everytime I look at you I can't explain how I feel insane, I can't get away You're my daydream, yeah
And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know, You're making me insane And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know, You're doing it again And you know, and you know, and you know, and you know, You're making me insane And you know, and you know, and you know, You're doin' it again
Sunday, July 15, 2007
10:24 PM
haha. the movie was really awesome. i think its the best of the potter series so far. the fourth movie, in my opinion was very crappy. they throw out so many nice scenes from the 4th movie and making it crap. that really annoyed. The fifth movie had lots of scenes deleted, obviously( the book is like, so thick.) but it still had the magical feel to it. There are lots of funny scenes. One of the funniest is the part where Dumbledore is escaping from Cornelius Fudge who accuses him of conspiracy of the MOM, and Kingsley Shacklebolt said," i know you don't like him minister, but you have to admit, Dumbledore got style". hahas. The kiss between Cho Chang and Harry Potter is rather fake to me. hahas. i don't have the intense feeling of their romance and i really am very jealous of Katie Leung. She did that scenes for at least 20 times(kissing Daniel Radcliffe for at least 20 times, a chance that so many girls will die for) . Hermione look as pretty as usual. Ron look nicer in this movie and rather hot but Daniel is hotter. His acting skills has really improved. hahas. another funny scene: Umbridge was like questioning Snape about his application for the DA post and asked whether he had been unsuccessful. he said obviously and he like want to kill Umbridge like that. haha. the look on his face quite funny. and i don't know, its a bit creepy, he looks like Michael Jackson. Umbridge was really mean. The scene where she chased out Trelawney, was quite sad. Can you imagine it? I'm actually feeling sympathy for Trelawney? I'm so glad i dont have teachers like Umbridge at school. She used her wand to tighten people's collar till they wanted to suffocate, waves her wand to automatically tuck in people's shirt. haha. She also interviewed that Professor Flitwick and measured his height, seeing as he is really short. LOL. There are also really sad scenes that made me feel like i was all there, in the wizarding world and Voldemort had really come back for good. Especially the part where Hagrid said," theres a storm coming, harry. Just like last time." The scene where Sirius appeared in the fire is not as ridiculous as in the fourth movie and the climax of the movie is kinda short and the part where Sirius died, i dont cry so much like i cry in the book. Fred and George escaping was quite fun to watch, but Peeves, the school poltergeist is missing. i enjoyed the big fight about Fred and George in the book than the movie. The DA is kinda nice and Harry is a really good DA teacher. hahas, the scenes where Filch was waiting outside the room of requirement was also funny. he had lunch outside there, he nearly dozed off and he even received a heart-shaped box full of heart-shaped chocolate which was given by the Weasley twins and he ended up having large digusting hives. haha. serves him right. it was also Cho who blurted out everything about the DA, not her friend. But this is kinda minor, so i wont care about about this. But they left out the locket which can be seen in the Headquarters, they left out the Howler that was sent to Aunt Petunia from Dumbledore, they left out Peeves in Fred and George's escape, they also left out Harry thrashing Dumbledore's stuff and Dumbledore explaining to him everything. All these annoyed me but overall, i think the movie is great. If i wanted everything word for word, i would have to sit through four hours and i rally had tests to revise for. Now that i've watched the fifth movie, i am really anxious, waiting for the seventh book coming out on nx Sat. i'm so afraid it would be out of stock as i didn't pre-order. hahas. yea, i gotta go to bed now, goodnite.
9:07 AM
whoops. yay! i'm so excited. i'm gonna watch HP5 today. OMG! i've been waiting like so long to watch this. awws. hahas, thanxs a lot to MZ. coz without her, i wont be able to catch it. i bet the tickets are all booked. wee. i catching the one at 1 pm. Although my homework are not done yet and i havent started revising for my tests, but who cares? HP5 is out in town. OMG! i cannt wait. i wish time would pass by faster. haha. k, i'm gonna rush that damn english essay on how i made a difference. i mean, since when has jasmine made a difference? =.= the topic is just so hard to write about.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
9:43 PM
"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”
“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”
“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”
“It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.” so i'm gonna take a lifetime to forget him?
“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”
“To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world.”
“Love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest...”
Monday, July 9, 2007
9:59 PM
peeps. i saw the kelly clarkson live earth video on msn. haha. she sang lots of song. but my favourite would have to be since you been gone. so cool! hahas. but the video keep jamming, but nvm. coz its my favourite song, i have patience for it XDXD.
Here's the thing we started out friends It was cool but it was all pretend Yeah yeah Since U Been Gone
You dedicated you took the time Wasn't long till I called you mine Yeah Yeah Since U Been Gone
And all you'd ever hear me say Is how I pictured me with you That's all you'd ever hear me say
But Since U Been Gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so moving on Yeah, yeah Thanks to you Now I get What I want Since U Been Gone
How can I put it? You put me on I even fell for that stupid love song Yeah, yeah Since U Been Gone
How come I'd never hear you say I just wanna be with you I guess you never felt that way
But Since U Been Gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so moving on Yeah, yeah Thanks to you Now I get (I get) what I want Since U Been Gone
You had your chance you blew it Out of sight, out of mind Shut your mouth I just can't take it Again and again and again and again
Since U Been Gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so moving on Yeah, yeah Thanks to you (thanks to you) Now I get, I get what I want I can breathe for the first time I'm so moving on Yeah, yeah Thanks to you (thanks to you) Now I get (I get) You should know (you should know) That I get, I get what I want Since U Been Gone Since U Been Gone Since U Been Gone..
6:17 PM
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Holding on to your memory for so long, Regretting everything I had done wrong, But today is going to be different for me, I'm going to finally set the memory free. I just want to give them one last look, After this, I will at last close this book.
I can remember holding you so tight, You being with me just felt so right, Feeling your gentle touch and kiss, Every bit of it I cannot help but miss.
I hadn't been the same since that day, Every morning and night, nothing to say, Loved ones giving me support and care, Even so, it was still too much to bear.
Even looking back at it all now can bring pain, But I'm finally feeling sun instead of the rain, I've been a real mess and hurt a lot of friends, I hope that you all can forgive me in the end, I've become happy again, I've beaten my sad foe. It's time, I can say it at last: 'I'm letting you go.'
or at least, i'm trying to. i'm trying not to look at you, i'm trying not to blush in forn of you. you've got one your own life. i too have my own life too. we're two worlds apart.
Sunday, July 8, 2007
10:17 PM
i'm so gonna dia. its chem spa tmr. the REAL assessment. and this is gonna be a huge downfall of me failing my o lvl chem. i'm so freaked out now, but still trying to keep my cool. anyway, i saw this on huiyi's blog and decided to take this quizzes as well. so much for trying to relieving stress..
Death through extreme sports
You are going to die in an extreme sports accident. You like to live life fast and hard. What’s the point if you don’t? Live fast, Die young, Leave a good looking corpse. Right?
E.T is an alien! Not me. muahaha. i shall try her name to see whether is her definiton in the dictionary is an alien. if it really is, hoho, i cannt stop laughing.
What will you be when you grow up?
You will be ... A teamster leaching off movie productions
You love Harry. You are constantly trying to get his attention, and you won’t stop until he’s yours. Unfortunately, those chocolate frogs you put love potion in, may or may not be eaten by others… like Ron Weasley.
People with A type blood are sensitive, revengeful, careful and cold. You are fiercely grudge holding and never let go of anything - but also a good friend and an extremely loyal one. You are passionate and creative and don't care what other people say about you.
NEW YORK -- Brace yourselves, Harry Potter fans. No matter how desperate you are for Harry to live, some experts in classic literature and mythology say that finishing off the young wizard would make sense — in a literary kind of way.
J.K. Rowling has never shied from darkness in her phenomenally successful series — it started with the murder of Harry's parents, continued through his discovery that an evil wizard was trying to destroy him, and has included pain and torture and the deaths of major characters.
She's already promised two deaths in the seventh and final book, "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows," coming out July 21, and has refused to commit to Harry surviving. But she couldn't kill Harry off, could she? She wouldn't do that, would she?
"If you look at the tradition of the epic hero ... there is this sort of pattern that the hero delivers people to the promised land but does not see it himself," said Lana Whited, professor of English at Ferrum College in Ferrum , Va., pointing out examples from King Arthur to Moses to Frodo.
Greek mythology has plenty of examples, like Hercules, who was killed at the height of his strength, said Mary Lefkowitz, a retired classics professor who taught at Wellesley College in Massachusetts.
"There's no long promise of happiness," she said. "You may have brief moments of glory and then the darkness comes."
And don't be fooled into thinking a happy ending is automatic just because the main characters are young, said Anne Collins Smith, assistant professor of philosophy and classical studies at Stephen F. Austin State University in Nacogdoches, Texas.
"Just because it's children's literature doesn't mean it can't have very dark events in it," she said.
Others aren't convinced, saying that Rowling's story about Harry and his adventures is less influenced by classical mythology than it is by other storytelling traditions. Philip Ray, an associate professor of English at Connecticut College, said Rowling was part of a tradition of British writers like Edith Nesbit, writing stories where children are the focus and have grand adventures.
Since Harry is about to finish his years at Hogwarts, Ray said, "I think it would be very unusual for a book like this to kill off the main character at a time when he's about to graduate from school."
The books are about Harry's development into a young man, Ray said.
"For Rowling to have put Harry Potter through all seven volumes just to kill him off, the point of all development would be wasted," Ray said.
"Death strikes me as being the strangest ending of all."
And even though the series has a dark aspect to it, Rowling hasn't set it up in such a way that Harry paying the ultimate price would make sense, said Tim Morris, who teaches English at the University of Texas at Arlington.
"I don't get the sense that J.K. Rowling has set us up for that kind of sacrifice," he said. "The first six books haven't given a sense of that tragedy to me. It's generally hopeful."
Whited acknowledges that reader outrage would be high if Harry died, and that it might seem cruel to younger readers, who aren't familiar with classic literary story arcs.
"I'm sure J.K. Rowling would get some howlers if Harry Potter did not survive," she said.
But even if he lives, don't be surprised if it's a hard-fought victory, she said. Another aspect of the classic hero myth is that even if he wins, it's not without some loss.
"There are always sacrifices, compromises along the way," she said. "If Harry doesn't die, one of his friends will."
Thursday, July 5, 2007
10:16 PM
hahas. i'm bored out of my mind that i decided to search for aladdin clips. hahas, Aladdin and Jasmine is my favourite disney couple.
another of my favourite disney couple. the song is so beautiful.John Smith is hot. if hes a real person, i will go crazy over him. haha
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
10:51 PM
Over It by Katherine Mcphee
I'm over your lies, and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me, when you know I'm not okay. You call me at night, and I pick up the phone. And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone. oh..
That's why (your eyes) I'm over it (your smile) I'm over it (realize) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over..
Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over.. Moving on, it's my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it..
I'm over your hands, and I'm over your mouth. Trying to drag me down, and fill me with self-doubt. oh..
That's why, (your words) I'm over it (so sure) I'm over it (I'm not your girl) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over...
Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over.. Moving on, it's my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it..
Don't call, don't come by, ain't no use, don't ask me why, you'll never change, there'll be no more crying in the rain.
Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over.. Moving on, it's my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it..
I'm so over it.... I'm over it....
Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over.. Moving on, it's my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it..
Sunday, July 1, 2007
9:32 PM
i love High Five Youth! hahas. Today, xy and i went to Mac to have our brunch(breakfast+lunch) first, saw MZ there. YAY! i'm gonna watch HP5 with MZ!!!! hahas. i ate so much. XY cannt finish the bread and she gave it to me. i thought it was gonna be a easy task, since i am so hungry anyway. But in the end, i really have had difficulty to finish the bread, was still chewing it when i was in the train. LOL. We went to Little India control station. had a really hard time to find the dumb exit B. zzz. waited for a while and went to meet our EAs(Elderly Attached). The elderly me and XY was assigned to ,was a independent guy who is totally able to take good care of himself. hahas. however, the bad thing is that hes too quiet, sometimes even bochap me. ><. then we took the train to Harbourfront. We took the bus to Sentosa. its so freaking lame. We went all the way to sentosa is to take pictures with SilosoBeach as a background. =.= , then we went for dinner at the Banquet at vivo. hahas. we waved our last good byes to the EAs. He ignored me again. ><> gees, XY looks so intimidating.
hahas, these picture below are the various attempts of trying to fit 3 ppl with a Sony Ericsson K750i phone:
Did i tell you about the cruises i saw on the way to Sentosa and when i'm sending the ah pek off? i yearned so much to go on a cruise right now. yes! right this moment! imagine the food u can enjoy. the deck where you can see the beautiful sea, and then your prince charming is on one knee, with a ring in his fists and you know what will happen then. i know i'm daydreaming again. But cruise is like so fun. i've never been on a cruise before. anyway, this is some pictures of the cruises. awws. i want to go la!
Those who know me well will have guessed that my favourite place to be in Singapore is the top level of Vivo and i can never resist the temptation to shoot and shoot the romantic scenery.
The bridge to Sentosa! Cable cars. Now why do i feel like going on a holiday at sentosa and taking a cruise?
hahas. wow, i think this is gonna be a really long post. anyway, i'm gonna watch transformers with XY tomorrow and HP5 soon with MZ. The Deathly Hallows is on its way on 21st July. on 7th July theres gonna be a grand concert to inform ppl about global warming. This July is gonna be so cool hahas. i'm also obsessed with The Veronicas. i mean, the songs. i'm straight ok, i'm nt les, get the fact right! thus, i'm gonna post some videos of their songs that are very very cool.
Name:Jasmine
Adult Version
Children Version
Those who know me well will have guessed that my favourite place to be in Singapore is the top level of Vivo and i can never resist the temptation to shoot and shoot the romantic scenery.
Cable cars. Now why do i feel like going on a holiday at sentosa and taking a cruise?