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Name:Jasmine
Location:Singapore
Age:17
Feeling: Fearless!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
9:56 PM
call me a crazy fan but JULY IS ROUND THE CORNER!! and that can only mean two important things: Harry Potter and The Order Of Phoenix Film and HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS. i'm more excited at the prospect of the book. well, happy and sad at the same time. I can finally see Ron and Hermione together (i really really want to see this) and its the end of the series, no more books after that. Iam gonna read it very slowly. I can''t bear for the series to end. It's just so awesome. Magical school. hahas. if i can learn magic in hogwarts, i will learn how to brew a love potion(for him), curses (i'm gonna plan it on that bitch, so what if its illegal? ) and learn quidditch. Qudditch is so cool! I love the flying on broomsticks and stuff. If i were in hogwarts, well, i think i shall list the my favourite subjects in hogwarts to the least ones.
1. CHARMS 2. ARITHMANCY ( A WIZARD VERSION OF MATHS) 3. TRANSFIGURATION 4. ASTRONOMY ( WIZARD VERSION OF PHYSICS, I GUESS) 4. ANCIENT RUNES 5. POTIONS (WIZARD VERSION OF CHEM) 6. HERBOLOGY 7.CARE OF MAGICAL CREATURES 8. MUGGLE STUDIES 9. HISTORY OF MAGIC 10. DIVINATION
haha, then this will be my 8 subjects, LOL. most of them are so so so much more interesting . anyway, i shall post the Order Of Phoenix trailer here. They are already showing on Tv but this is bit different from the one they show on TV, i realise they didn't add the kissing scene of cho chang and harry potter. argh. Katie Leung is so lucky. She gets to act that particular scene for about 30-40 takes. omg, i bet millions of dan fans will be so jealous of her. me too, hahas..
Friday, June 22, 2007
6:07 PM
another one. hahas, i don't mind being a spiderman. that's so cool and Tobey Maguire is the second on my list of hottest Hollywood guys. hahas.
Your results: You are Spider-Man
Spider-Man
75%
Green Lantern
65%
Robin
65%
Superman
55%
Supergirl
52%
Iron Man
45%
Batman
40%
Wonder Woman
22%
Hulk
20%
Catwoman
15%
The Flash
15%
You are intelligent, witty, a bit geeky and have great power and responsibility.
ok, i'm bored.That's why i took a personality test. haha. hmm, maybe i shall highlight those description that are very true about me. According to perex.com, i am...
You are exceptional and unique. Your quest in life is to identify exactly who you are and why you’re here. What’s important to you is the journey of self discovery, determining who you are today is not the same as who you’ll be tomorrow.
You resist being categorized and are quick to question any social standard that you sense someone imposing on you. Stereotypical gender roles always interest you and, in your mind, connect to issues that most other people would never consider related.
You are particularly accepting of other people and have a special talent for seeing people’s true selves instinctively. It takes time for you to trust your gut instinct about people because even you don’t believe that someone could be so right about another person’s nature so quickly. This intuitive sense about what people are thinking is your special talent. You may think it is available to everyone and that others just ignore it, but in truth others could never develop the skill to the level which comes naturally to you.
To you everything happens on a personal level. Your friends come to you for advice because they know that you’ll love them for who they are and put yourself in their shoes to look at the world. Your advice, although varied in delivery, usually boils down to “be true to yourself” and “listen to your heart.” You are also an excellent confidant because things told to you virtually never return to anyone through the grapevine.
You focus more on nurturing other’s self esteem than any other type. As a result of this naturally caring nature, people often turn to you for moral support. You exude this quality so strongly that even strangers will sometimes spontaneously begin confiding their deepest secrets in you.
You are by far the most talented of all types at reading nonverbal cues. In your admirable attempts to convey a message diplomatically, those who aren't sensitive to inflection, tone, insinuations or body language sometimes simply do not get your message because they only receive the verbal half of what you said.
In the same way that you're the best at reading nonverbal cues, you're also the best at sending them. When you speak they miss the nonverbal half of your message, then they speak and transmit twice the message (verbal + nonverbal) which often gives away more than they intended but is sometimes carelessly inaccurate since they don’t send nonverbal cues as well as you do. When you're tempted to assign bias based on someone’s tone or other nonverbal cues it is wise to have them restate what they said and see if ignoring the careless, unintentional nonverbal half of their message lets their true meaning through.
As a parent you are very supportive and start educating your child early according to your values. Your children know exactly where you stand and what is expected of them. You overflow with positivity when your child sticks to the program, and reflect any negative behavior directly on yourself and the quality of your parenting. Your focus is making sure that your child has a strong self-image and high self-esteem. More than other parents it is important for you to be friends with your children.
You are more philosophical than most and passionately discuss ethics and justice more than other types. Your life has meaning, your life is significant. It is when ethical issues come up in conversation that you most strongly sense that you are fundamentally different from other people. You become visually emotionally focused when these issues arise, while others easily laugh them off and switch topics to something trivial. To you, it seems that everyone should be passionate about ending racism, sexism and all the other –isms out there.
You go by the book and are suspicious of anyone suggesting that rules or laws should be ignored. You think constantly about improving laws, and see that at a major avenue for advancing social change because you see legislation and rule creation as the consensus opinion of the group working together. You want nothing more than for there to be peace and harmony in the world, and your actions clearly reflect that vision.
While you can instantly tell what’s on someone else’s mind, you can sometimes be confused yourself when it comes to the mixture of your own emotions. This, mixed with your reserved and complex nature can make it difficult for others to get to know you.
You have a special interest in figurative language. You are more strongly moved by poetry and literature than any other type. You are often interested in the finer points of writing and studying literature because you believe that how something is written or spoken is inextricably connected to its meaning.
In school you were an excellent student, the teacher’s pet. More than the satisfaction of learning, you enjoyed pleasing your instructors with your hard work and thoughtfulness and delighted in the personal praise they gave you in return. You got to know your instructors on a personal level and may have even kept in touch with certain of them after moving on to other classes.
You can “connect” with any individual person and practically read their mind, but you have a natural tendency to match your actions to the expectations you read from their mind and yearn for company that lets you truly, naturally be yourself. You struggle between letting yourself naturally match the sentiment of the group (which feels like putting on a façade) or letting your individuality shine, which may allow people to see how different you are.
Your life has meaning, your life is significant. You think all people should spend more time thinking about who they are and what their purpose in life is.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
1:08 PM
check these two vids out; they are very romantic, especially with the song "far away" by Nickelback.
Cinderella and Prince Charming <3
Elizabeth Bennet and her beloved Mr Darcy <3
Monday, June 18, 2007
5:10 PM
You know you're obsessed with Twilight and New Moon by Stephenie Meyer when you:
...you insist on moving to Forks. ...you love when it is rainy, cloudy, or snowy out, and hate when it is sunny. ...you check the weather in Forks when you don't even live near it. ...you're dying to get a silver Volvo. ...you're obsessed with any name in the books. ...you're convinced vampires exist, and aren't ashamed of it. ...you introduce yourself to people as Mrs. Cullen. ...you write Mrs. Cullen or I ♥ Edward across your finger nails. ...Clair De Lune is your favorite song just because it's in the books. ...you won't answer anyone unless they refer to you as Mrs. Cullen. ...you shun anyone who tries to convince you that vampires don't exist. ...you get into fights with your Twilight-obsessed friends about which of you is going to marry Edward. ...every time someone asks you who you have a crush on, your immediate response is "Edward Cullen." ...you make shirts pertaining to the books. ...you have birthday parties for characters in the books. ...you plan on naming your kids after characters from the books. ...when someone asks you out, you say, "Sorry, I'm already dating/married to Edward Cullen." ...you can relate just about anything to the books in at least some small way. ...you now listen to all of the bands mentioned as Stephenie Meyer's inspiration mentioned in the back of New Moon. ...your mom no longer threatens to ground you -- she just threatens to take away your copy of the books. ...if anyone so much as looks at your books the wrong way you start screaming at them. ...you demand that everyone you know reads the books. ...you buy people the books for their birthday/any other holiday so they'll read them. ...you ask someone what chapter/page number they're on when they're reading one of the books and from that information you can recite exactly what is going on. ...you've read the books so many times they're starting to fall apart. ...if anyone hasn't read the books, you take it as a personal offense. ...you're already planning your wedding for Edward and you. ...everyone at school knows you as "the Twilight freak." ...you can recite both of the books from memory. ...you attempt to not sleep because if Edward doesn't need sleep, you don't either. ...you dress up as a vampire by painting your face white and putting purple eye shadow under your eyes, and go out in public ...Twilight is all you ever think about. ...you write "I love Edward Cullen" on all of your personal belongings, and take it as a personal offense whenever someone asks you who that is. ...you harass anyone with the same name as one of the characters in the books, convinced that they are that character and asking them questions you would ask the character like if they are a vampire or if they know Bella. ...you will only date someone if their name is Edward. ...you actually convince a guy to read them. ...you're friends threaten to kill you if you mention Twilight one more time. ...you try to control your thoughts because Edward might hear them. ...you have gotten almost everyone you know to read Twilight. ...you plan to marry Edward Anthony Masen Cullen (you're one and only true love). ...you suddenly want to be very pale. ...you suddenly find pale boys very attractive. ...your favorite website is a Twilight fan site. ...whenever you're not reading Twilight, you're reading Twilight fanfics ...You write Twlight fanfics. ...your new favorite gem is topaz. ...you'll only eat food mentioned in the books. ...you know the exact number of pages in Twilight and New Moon
argh. My homework situation is terrible. I have to force myself again to do the dumb chinese assessment. heck, its no use trying to force me to do more chinese assessments or practices to imrpove my chinese, it will only cause me to feel more sick than i'm alr is of learning the dumb subject. I solely believe that if you know how to speak chinese, theres no point in learning to write/ comprehend chinese passages. this is dumb and i have the chinese book to read but i want to complete reading twilight and buy "pride and prejudice' so that i can read it slowly..
Saturday, June 16, 2007
10:09 PM
hihi. Had a really long day today. In the morning, I went to XY's house and hang about. I actually wanted to do my chinese hmk but as you know, jasmine is a really lazy gal. haha. So in the end, i didn't do my hmk. =P. At 11 am, We went downstairs to meet Siti to get my lovey present . Siti bought us presents from her trip to Malaysia! YAY! xy got a winnie the pooh with honey and i got a daisy duck. cute worhs. hahas. Later on, the three of us went to have lunch together at Mac's. Due to the fact that i'm going to a wedding, I'm forced to wear somethign kinda formal though it makes me look so much older ><. When i ordered my Filet-O-Fish student meal, the person still have the cheek to ask me to show my student card. =.=! I know i look old but not that old right? zzz. We chatted while eating our lunch . Halfway through our meal, we saw PQ and her mum. Talk for a little while. I felt so full after eating. too full for good. XY and I headed to Ang Mo Kio while Siti headed to the Bishan library. We went toilet first, then go walk around shop shop. I wish december holidays will approach faster because i saw a lot of nice clothes that i want to wear during nx yr's new yr!! I love the clothes. haha. I shall save up to shop and shop and shop for CLOTHES!! ok, i'm crazy. I saw the cathay cinema. OMG OMG. I'm gonna watch Harry Potter 5 at AMK Hub liao. haha. can't believe they advertise HP 5 so early. Jasmine, u really really really have to save up! clothes and movies! I'm so broke!. At around 1pm, XY and I decided to take the bus to the church. For a moment, we thought we were totally lost, but thanxs god we didn't get lost. Since its early, XY and i decided to kill time off by walking into the ever-so-romantic Bishan Park. took a lot of lame pics there, shall upload later. At around 1.30, we decided to stop fooling around and went in to the church, its already drizzling but then and my skirt is kinda wet too. Lucky we get in early , or else the heavier downpour will damage my whole attire. Went to the reception and signed. zzz. Me, as a sotog, forgot to give the present to them, therefore, later, when i saw my friends, i asked them to help me pass. Saw soem of the teachers there like Mrs Koh, Mrs Yang, Ms E. Tan, Mrs Ang, Mrs HarisdasMs Hoe, Mr Tan , Mr Sin and some more other i cannt rmb. Felt rather disappointed when i didn't see him. anyway, the wedding is kinda warmhearted. Ms Chan looks stunning in her wedding gown. They've been together for 11 yrs. Congratulations! Bishan Park- This reminds me of Sarimbun camp. i miss camp!
Bishan Park- Nice right? haha. i got the potential to be a great photographer. muahahaha.
Bishan Park
Bishan Park - Another picture showcasing my potential in photography. hahaha Bishan Park
I look weird, i know.
Xinyi and me Ms Chan i mean, Mrs Ng looks beautiful XD
I heard thunderstorm, Guess its gonna rain soon. Then i shall have a nice sleep with cold weather and dream and dream and dream. But first, i need to check out wth is Moral Welfare home. I Have some volunteer work and tuition tmr. sian...
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
10:59 AM
well, it turned out that i didn't do any exercises in my Chinese assessment yesterday. My time was spent surfing the net again. lols. i'm hooked on the computer. Then, i began to read "Twilight". gosh, its a very intriguing book. I love the way Stephenie Meyer wrote. Her style of writing makes everything seem so dreamy, so mysterious. hahas. I've also fallen in love with Edward Cullen, the vampire. He's so irresistible, even Bella can't help but fall in love with him. XD. I don't know whether their relationship can work out , though., because i haven't finish reading it. I hoep they can get together, I don't want to see another pair of star crossed lovers.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
6:58 PM
To do list:
Complete the Chinese assessment.
Finish reading Twilight, brainstorm for show and tell so that i an complete my English worksheet.
SS essay on NHS.
*groan* read the dumb chinese storybook.
hahas. at least i completed my english vocabulary practices book. well, erm, nearly. I'm still left with the two pages on homographs and homophones which i don't know how to do. I actually planned to complete the chinese assessment by today but it seemed that i can't. I spent the whole afternoon slacking. lets see.
12pm to 2.30pm : surfing the net. 2.30pm to 3 pm : lunch 3pm- 4 pm : hanged out at CDAC in search of books and at the same time, returning Girl Meets Ape. 4pm- just now : read twilight and slept... now: typing this entry of oz =.=. hahas. I shall try to do as many exercises i can tonight, putting the twilight light book away so it won't lure me into reading it and forgetting to do my homework. =P. okay, gotta go eat dinner then complete as much exercises i can now. bye. XD
Friday, June 8, 2007
10:34 AM
Whoops, i can't resist the urge to blog again, especially when my computer can play audible songs now. I was browsing through imeem when i found this song "Get Over it", sang by Avril Lavigne. I like her songs. Her songs are always so easy to relate. When I was having a crush on someone, the songs that kept on playing in my head are "Things I'll Never Say, Nobody's Home, Girlfriend, Keep Holding On, My Happy Ending and Complicated" . But for now, The song that kinda relates to me is "Get Over It". It's quite emo but kind of nice too. I still like sad songs even though I'm nt so emo anymore. hahas.
Slipping down a slide I did enjoy the ride Don't know what to decide You lied to me You looked me in the eye It took me by surprise Now are you gratified You cried to me
La, la, la, la, la
Don't turn around I'm sick and I'm tired of your face Don't make this worse You've already gone and got me mad It's too bad I'm not sad It's casting over It's just one of those things You'll have to get over it
When I was feeling down You'd start to hang around And then I found your hands all over me And that was out of bounds You filthy rotten hound It's badder than it sounds, believe me
La, la, la, la, la
Don't turn around I'm sick and I'm tired of your face Don't make this worse You've already gone and got me mad It's too bad I'm not sad It's casting over It's just one of those things You'll have to get over it
Hey, you gotta get over it Hey, you gotta get over it
It's too bad I'm not sad It's casting over It's just one of those things You'll have to get over it
Don't turn around I'm sick and I'm tired of your face Don't make this worse You've already gone and got me mad
Don't turn around I'm sick and I'm tired of your face Don't make this worse You've already gone and got me mad It's too bad I'm not sad It's casting over It's just one of those things You'll have to get over it
You'll have to get over it
Well, i have to force myself to finish my homework today. i've been slacking too much.
Thursday, June 7, 2007
7:41 PM
I so love my computer more than anything else in the world, except maybe my mum. I can finally hear songs on imeem and is currently addicted to Rihanna's "Unfaithful" and Liz Phair " Why can't I". I even found one ultra-super cool wallpaper on deviantart. This is how it looks like on my computer:
haha. Its just great, isn't it? yea, i heard you sneering at me for being such a spidey freak but SPIDERMAN IS JUST UBER COOL. He's one of my favourite superheroes now, not counting Harry Potter and PPGs. My life is on track now that i've gotten rid of the feelings for a certain guy. In fact, I don't feel so emo like i do the past few months. You know, i once thought that reality is actually a cold, hard truth and would cause me lots of heartache if i know about it. Well, for now, I finally accepted the cold, hard truth of me and him unable to be together. That's why i had let him go now. It's such a great feeling, to be frank. From what i read on internet, magazines and other people, crushes will go off sometime. they are perfectly right. It DOES go off once you are focusing on other stuff and don't think of them anymore. The past few days, i've been addicted to books like "Flowers In The Attic" I re-read Princess Diaries: Give Me Five. Currently reading "Girl Meets Ape", quite a nice read, btw. haha. I've been hooked on these books until I cannot find anymore motivation to do my homework. oh well, i shall complete some of them later. yadayada, I'm lazy but i seldom have a holiday. A great one too, so far, once i've forgotten my feelings for him. Even as i'm typing, I'm listening to "Things I'll Never Say". Usually, I can't help but think of him when i listen to this song. it's a totally different thing now. I just resumed typing for this entry and just concentrate on typing, haha. Saw some PPGs cartoons in the afternoon. I know I'm already 14+ but i just love cartoons. They are ever that funny. So yeah, heres one of the funny ones i saw this afternoon:
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
5:49 PM
Finally. After a long period of time, i can finally hear all my songs. hahas. I'm procrastinating like hell now, but who cares? My computer is back to normal. I miss the real computer so much. I swear i'm not gonna play runescape or computer games. If i really feel like playing, i will go cdac to play. I'm not gonna let my computer get hurt anymore. I will also try to learn all sorts of virus protection to protect my darling from anymore dumb viruses! I missed hearing songs. hahas. ok, i gtg, i want to go youtube to watch PPGs. hehs.
Sunday, June 3, 2007
10:58 PM
heres more..
Your Dominant Thinking Style: Experimenting
You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them.
You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas.
The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations.
You are good at getting a group to reach consensus.
The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.
The expression or destiny for #6: The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation. You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need. You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged. Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.erm, no...
The positive side of the number 6 suggests that you are very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity. The qualities of the 6 make the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities. Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships. i'm not that open, for heaven's sake.
If there is an excess of the number 6 in your makeup, you may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number. There may be a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself. In this regard, you may at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others. In some cases, the over zealous 6 has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering. You may have difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes. Like all with the Expression of the number 6, it's quite likely that you worry much too much. How on earth did you know that i worry too much for my own good?
Your Soul Urge number is: 4
A Soul Urge number of 4 means: With the Soul Urge or Motivation number of 4 you are likely to strive for a stable life. You tend to follow a rather orderly pattern and systematic approach in your endeavors. You have an inner desire to serve others in a methodical and diligent manner. You want to be in solid, conventional, and well-regulated activities, and you are somewhat disturbed by innovation and erratic or sudden changes. Excellent at organizing, systematizing, and managing, you have a way of establishing order and maintaining it. You are responsible, reliable and in the final analysis, practical. Highly analytical, you can see your way through all sorts of situations and generally have a clear understanding of the issues. You are a very honest, sincere, and conscientious individual. Yup, i'm highly not-adaptive, thus, i find it hard to accept changes sometims.
The negative side of the 4 is rigid, stubborn and somewhat narrow-minded. There is a tendency to hide feelings, or to really not be aware of real feelings. Avoid being too rigid and stubborn in your thinking, and try to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail. Don't be afraid to take a chance once in awhile.
Your Inner Dream number is: 11
An Inner Dream number of 11 means: You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high. This is completely true.
cONCLUSION:
LOL IT IS ONLY 70% TRUE? HAHAS.
10:05 PM
27th May - went to j8 to accompany XY to buy her storybooks. 30th May - went to j8 to take neos and not forgetting, spiderman 3 <3( muacks to the cool and cute spidey) 1st June ( if i recall correctly) - went to J8 to shop for formal suits. 3rd June- Went to j8 to have lunch and find presents for the seniors due to the POP. 4th June- planning to go j8 to help MZ shop for clothes.
you don't have to be a scientist to tell the similarity, i'm so sick of j8 right now. i've been there for at least 4 days. gosh. I've also been spending too much time playing instead of completing my homework. My homework situation now is terrible. It's a great catastrophe! I have English worksheet, English vocabulary unit 1-10 , Social Studies essay on whether the British should have the NHS in the first place =.=, e maths ws on coordiante geometry,whole of chinese assessment and read the dumb chinese book. Help! I seriously do not have time to relax anymore. I need to revise for my 8 subjects. I need to go out. I need to attend someone's wedding. I need to go to the high-five youth volunteer meetings. argh. i'm so stressed out, when i should be relaxing during my precious June holidays. shitto. one week is gone. time flies so fast. I don't even feel like doing the rest of my homework except maybe the e maths ws. Heaven knows how i don't really like languages. i prefer thinking subjects like maths and science. XDXD. Well, i'm really too tired after a day's shopping with my family members. haha, shall post some interesting stuff.
Your Learning Style: Idealistic and Flexible
You enjoy learning anything that can help others... from making the world more beautiful to saving lives.
haha. those options that i bold is those subjects that i had thought of learning before. I used to be very interested in environmental science, but i'm losing passion in it now, like i'm losing passion in geography. I fancied being a fashion designer and interior designer at one point of time in my life,however, i don't take art, i can't even draw. Literature. Oh yes! Literature! i'm still wondering whether i had regretted taking history instead of literature. It was a kind of battle with my head or heart last yr when it comes to choosing either literature or history. Literature is one of my favourite subjects till now, even though i don't learn it anymore. However, I chose to follow my head- history, since i scored highest in history compared to my other humanities subjects. man, i really miss studying literature. i loved the way some authors write poems in their own unique style or even better, i just loved the way some of them had written poems that convey hidden meanings. Through using techniques like asking yourself questions, underlining opposites and find the universal truth, i can find the hidden meanings. The hidden meanings of different poems slowly unfold the meaning of life. At least i found one of the meanings of life now, while doing an essay on altruism. yes, altruism- the unselfish concern for the welfare of others. One may ask, why is finding the meaning of life important to me? well, I'm a person who wants a reason for everything. i solely believe that everything happens for a reason, thats why.