Wednesday, April 18, 2007
7:56 PM
How great would it be if all of us can live in our dreams and remain there forever.. sadly, this is only an utopia. I just had my geography and maths test today. well, the geography was a killer. I seriously have no idea how am i gonna take my o lvl nx yr. Maths was okay, i guess. boy, hwo i would so gladly give up my education for just a simple life. I dun wan to be popular, neiyher do i want to be the centre of attraction. I just want to be with my friends and my mum, living each day happily. Honestly, isn't that what life is all about? So we go hacking over status, money, power etc. But by the end of the day, we cannt bring it all to the grave, can we? But if we were to live our lifes helping others, creating a special bond between our families as well as our friends, we will have a strong impact on them, their lives and etc. isn't it more meaningful? Blame it on the world it is today. Young children have to suffer under the strain of tests and exams. If they do not meet their parents' expectations, they will get reprimanded. Memories of their unhappy childhood will follow their forever. besides, exams doesn't define a person at all. it doesn't have to mean that if you are a nice person, u will definitely fair well in your exams.
sorry, I have to vent out all my stress here. So yeas, kinda emo. but i really hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
hate exams ( times infinity)
Monday, April 16, 2007
3:38 PM
Had been listening to the song "crazy" by simple plan. I must say that it really depicts the world today. All those senseless stuff money, girls acting like models and even the paper-chasing society. Whats the world coming into? Man, are we all studying just to get a good job next time? So what really define studying? To me, studying will not make us ignorant and we can be doing good things to mankind, e.g. inventing new things using science and technology. But by the end of the day, our life is dominated by a paper called the O level Cerfiticate. Hadn't people been saying that life and time is precious? We seem to contradict ourself yet again. All our time(for students) is spend our time aiming for a paper filed with As. If life is precious, then the laminated paper will be worth of a life, since our life is dominated by this silly O level cerfiticate.
I'M FEELING SO ENNUI, SO SICK OF THIS WORLD AND SO STRESSED. CAN YOU IMAGINE? EXAMS STARTING NX WK AND I HAVENT EVEN REVISE. ><
Monday, April 9, 2007
4:34 PM
WEE. OKAY. I HAVE ENOUGH OF POETRYS. NEITHER POETRYS NOR WORDS CAN DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS RIGHT NOW. I SAW HIM.YES! MY PRINCE WHO HAD DISAPPEARED SINCE LAST YEAR MAY. ITS WAS HIM. OMG OMG. OKAY. I NOW YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M TALKING ABOUT. LET ME RECOUNT THE WHOLE INCIDENT.
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XY: HAIZ. I'M VERY SCARED OF THE MID YEAR LEH. PHYSICS IS SO HARD.
ME: I MORE WORRIED FOR MY GEOGRAPHY, CAN?
XY: NONO. PHYSICS HARDER.
ME: HAIYO. ALL THE EXAMS ALL VERY HARD LOR. REMEBER LAST YEAR WHEN THEY GIVE US THE BOOKLET FOR THE CHOOSING FOR SUBJECTS? THEY HAD ALREADY MENTIONED HOW HARD THE EXAMS AND TESTS FOR PHYSICS IS GONNA BE.
AT THIS MOMENT, MY DEAR FRIEND, TITI CAME OUT FROM NOWHERE.
TITI: HEY JAZ! I SAW UR ***** ***. HES DOWNSTAIRS.
ME :(NOTE: I WAS PRACTICALLY SCREAMING AND RUN DOWN THE STAIRS IMMEDIATELY. ) OMG! U SAW HIM? WHERE?
I RAN TO THE FOYER. AWWWWWSSSS. PRINCE CHARMING IN WHITE. HOW SWEET !!! HOW IRONIC!! HES JUST AS SUAVE AS BEFORE, CARRYING A SPECIAL KIND OF CHARM TO EVERY GIRL HE PASSED BY. YOU KNOW, GIRLS? THOSE KIND OF ELECTRICUTED FEELING THAT PRODUCES HEAT ON YOUR CHEEK TILL IT TURNS FLAMING RED? and the way i smiled is liek a retard like that. hopefully, he won't notice. my hair was such in a mess too. should have tie my hair during physics lesson instead of learning lame stuffs like principles of moment. I'M OFF TOPIC, BUT ANYWAY... I SAW HIM ENTERING THE GENERAL OFFICE. INSTEAD OF EATING AT THE CANTEEN, I TOLD XY TO HAVE LUNCH OUTSIDE INSTEAD. SO THAT I WILL PASS BY HIM AND SEE HIM AGAIN. XY SAY SHE WON'T DO AS I WISH TO UNLESS I TREAT HER TO LUNCH. I WAS SO HAPPY, SO JOYFUL. I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT. I JUST OK OK, ANYTHING. LETS GO. THEN WE GO LOCKER. THEN PASS BY HIM AGAIN. AWWWW.
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OKAY. I'M TOTALLY NUTS NOW. BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY HAVE TO SAY OUT ALL THIS THINGS. I BET NOONE WILL GUESS WHO I AM. SO, NO HARM DONE. HEHE. HAHA. AWWWS. I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING NOW! I KNOW I GOT AN ENGLISH READING TEST TMR. BUT HEY, CINDERELLA IS A GREAT LITERACY PIECE TOO, RIGHT? AND THE HISTORY OF CINDERELLA REPEATED ON ME TODAY! KINDA. JUST THAT I DUN HAVE A CHANCE TO DANCE/WALTZ WITH HIM, OR LEAVIN MY GLASS SHOES BEHIND. OH GOSH OH GOSH. AWWWWWWWSSSSS. I CANNT GET OVER THE EXCITEMENT OF SEEING HIM HIM HIM! AWWWSSSS.
[ AUTHOR'S NOTE: I'M REALLY CRAZY TODAY. SO PARDON MY LANGUAGE. AND ALL THOSE NONSENTICAL THINGS, BUT I BELIEVE I WILL FORGET HIM SOMEDAY ]
Name:Jasmine